I created stories in my mind about rejection. Huge and scary stories which actually made me believe that rejection can kill me. And here I am. The day after I’ve been rejected by someone I love so much. I’m still here. I am alive. I keep checking my pulse, it’s there. And oh how it’s there. … Continue reading Rejection Aliveness Me.
I am unmessable. Bring the world down On my shoulders. Destroy all I love Around me. Show me all Hate In the world. I'll give love. I am unmessable. Throw rocks At my heart. Place my soul On fire. Put my mind Through hell. And my eyes Through salty lakes. I will give love. … Continue reading Unmessable. Completely Unmessable.
My voice. At times, It gets Drowned By others. By noise. By disturbances. By sounds. Outside of me. My voice. At times It gets Lost In the Tornado Of life. Through Blasts. And explosions. And then through Voices. Other voices. My voice. Today I tune into My voice. Only. The real Voice Inside of me. … Continue reading My Voice
It followed me like a cloud. The grief. The anger. The sadness. It came and it still comes, usually in waves. My first impulse was to show it its own path. It can’t and should not arrive on my path of peace, happiness and love. But it didn’t get me. It wanted to stay, it … Continue reading Acceptance
When the feelings Are too large. When they Don’t fit Inside of me. When I feel So small Against its light. When it overwhelms My being. When it explodes From every part Of me. When its energy Blinds My mind. I won’t compress it To fit In me. I won’t lessen it To fit My … Continue reading Larger
The greatest Miracle I’ve ever seen, Is me. The greatest Love I’ve ever experienced Is me. I sometimes Forget this. My soul At times Does not remember. Its ok When I forget. But, I will keep Sending reminders. I will keep My promise Of forever Being there For me. Cuz I’m a miracle. I’m the … Continue reading Miracle
Dedication to my younger beautiful sister. Because if anyone Ever approaches you. Dear sister. And says anything other Than how beautiful Your soul Is. Show them The door. Because if anyone Ever approaches Your magnificent soul With anything Other than Love. Beautiful sister. Say you speak One language. The language of love. Because if anyone … Continue reading My Beautiful Sister
Just for today. I’ll listen To the sounds Of Snow. Just for today. I’ll see Souls Instead of Bodies. Just for today. I’ll build A sanctuary of Peace Wherever I am. Just for today. I’ll shower Love To passerbys. Just for today. I’ll feel The air Between Breathes. Just for today. I’ll do A random … Continue reading Just for Today
Let it rain. Let the Sadness be. And the anger Sit. Let it rain. Let the Happiness Dance And the Joy sing. Let it rain. Let the Anxiety Frustrate. Let the Confusion Spin. Let it rain. Let the Hopelessness Circulate. Let the Tears Cry. Let it rain. Let the Rain drops Be. Let 'em Pile. … Continue reading Let it Rain
I am Lucky. I am the luckiest girl Alive. I remember Sitting by the Hanukkah lights. Year after year. The sadness Was in me. In my whole being. I couldn't brush it off. It was outside me All around me. I didn't understand It's source. I now sit at the Hanukkah lights. The majestic lights. … Continue reading Luckiest Girl Alive